No one ever told me that the world would hurt so much, that it would fill me so hard that I thought I was going to die! No one ever told me how overwhelming it could be, and that there were amplifiers that multiplied the pain beyond comprehension. The Hatred and the fear are overwhelming and it comes so fast I cannot dispel it fast enough to deal with my own. I can feel it ALL!
tech·nol·o·gist is a Noun
an expert in a particular field of technology.
“a food technologist”
Starting my young work life in a kitchen, and working hard to become a Chef, I would say that qualifies me as a technologist in the realm of food and the preparation of it for the consumption by others
It’s getting better…All the time, every day in every way. Moving forward staying positive and fighting the demons that once caged you. Free from the constraints of possession, and overindulgence!
Living without a filter, one tends to Tell it like it is, this isn’t always the best policy amongst friends and relatives. The way it is, may be the way it is, but the way we handle it is not. I am one of the cursed filterless, if it happens in my head it tends to fall out my mouth before I have time to process that maybe what is in my head does not need to be shared with the present company
Retirement is one fantasy I have never entertained. While the idea is pretty spectacular in and of itself, the truth is far from the fantasy. I am nearing what would be that age, and the idea of Retiring is terrifying, even with well-planned finances the average American will not have enough to spend their golden years rolling about the country in an RV carefree